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I’m crying in the passenger seat as my partner d

I’m crying in the passenger seat as my partner drives us home from an attempted date night.

We embarked on a “grand adventure” to pick up takeout from a nice restaurant and have a picnic. It was our first time eating out in months. I was so excited to be leaving the cabin, not cooking, and having a romantic time.

It turned out to be the worst “nice” restaurant food we had ever had on a patch of grass in a church parking lot by a highway since we couldn’t find a near by park and it was cold and windy.

It’s a small thing, but it was the cherry on top of deeper feelings that set me off in a cascade of tears. I started crying as we drove back to the house that doesn’t feel like home in a place that doesn’t feel like home. As always, it quickly turned into me crying not about myself but about the whole world. Which as we know, there’s a lot to cry about.

My beloved pulls over the car and holds my hand. Looking me deep into my eyes with compassion. Not saying anything. Not trying to fix my feelings or change them. Pure presence. Pure love.

And I was home. Home in that moment. Home in our love. Home with him.

What a gift. To love and be loved through all emotions. More important than any romantic picnic.

And

I share this story because its things like this that make our sex life so wonderful.

You might be like, “what are you talking about those are totally unrelated”. Hear me out.

Foreplay is a lifestyle and it’s not just physical. Emotional foreplay is one of the most overlooked aspects of orgasms.

Especially the safety to release our emotions and be supported. However, what I’ve found is that in order to finally be in a partnership where I’ve been able to be held, I had to first learn to hold myself and be responsible for feeling my emotions in a healthy way.

I didn’t have Amrita orgasms for the first four months of us being together because we were still establishing emotional safety.

If I’m not as sensitive during love making, I ask myself what i am not wanting to feel?

To unleash our orgasmic Amrita ocean, we must feel all our emotions. Especially our sacred tears.

We cover this in depth in the 6 week Amrita Orgasm course. Link in bio 💕

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May our pleasure waters flow as a gift to ourselves and the earth as we rise deeper in love with our sexuality!🙏🧜‍♀️

In Rwanda, how to experience female ejaculation (I

In Rwanda, how to experience female ejaculation (I prefer the term amrita) has been passed down through generations. Supposedly, it all started with this legend.

Once upon a time there was a queen whose king had been away at war a long time. The queen was so overcome with longing and desire that she asked the servant to make love with her. He refused but the queen said he must. So he did but was so nervous and was shaking. The new sensation gave the queen her first Amrita Orgasm. It flowed down the mountain and became a lake that is still in existence today. Lake Kivu.

Isn’t this story epic! And still to this day, the magic of female ejaculation is passed down from generation to generation. If you want to know more about female ejaculation in Rwandian culture, watch Sacred Waters by Icarus Films. It’s an exquisite educational journey that I highly recommend.

In their culture, a lot of people say that if the waters aren’t flowing, the couple will get a divorce. It is that important to their lives. If a man can’t give his woman amrita orgasms, he is not a good lover. If a woman isn’t having amrita orgasms, she needs support. They call it the ultimate orgasm and place it at the top of sexual importance.

With a lot of humor, they laugh and ask if it is even possible for white people to have them!? Well I’m about as white European as they come, and I’ve been ejaculating since I was 15. It is 1000% my favorite kind of orgasm, and I believe that it is a potential that lives within every woman regardless of culture and race.

Do you want to learn how to have amrita orgasms?
Have you had them before but want to have them more consistently?
Have you only had them with a man and want to be able to do it on your own?
Have you had them on your own but want to be able to have them with your lover?

Are you like, what are you even talking about?

Beauty. I got you. It is one of my passions and purposes to share the amrita water magic with as many woman as possible.

The temple doors are finally open again for:

AMRITA
A 6 week journey to unleashing your orgasmic ocean

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I’m a mermaid, I can tell with something smells

I’m a mermaid, I can tell with something smells fishy. And this whole “pandemic” smells a lot more like a PLANdemic and it reaks. I don’t claim to have the answers or know what’s happening, but there is a lot that doesn’t add up. I feel a passion of primal energy inside of me that feels a responsibility to speak out.

Right now, our rights have been taken as citizens against an invisible enemy.

The total death count of the virus in the US is under 38,000 as stated on the governments website. They decreased the death toll numbers as they were being inflated. That is around 40% less than the psnemonia deaths were for the same period of time.

Who has the power to shut down the country over that!? Who has the authority to destroy people’s livelihoods over that! They say it would have been worse if we hadn’t gone on lock down, but we don’t know that.

In fact, Sweden stayed open through the whole thing minus closing schools and have seen around the same number of reported deaths scaled to population as compared to Denmark who imposed tight restrictions.

Truth is coming out that all the numbers have been being manipulated and that hospitals got paid way more money to say people had Covid instead of another health problem.

Doctors have reported success rates of curing coronavirus using zinc and hydroxychloroquine, which is getting suppressed because there have been no “double blind studies”. At the beginning of this madness, we were told masks DON’T work. Remember that? Then all of a sudden they are telling everyone to wear a mask. They still don’t work, but are mandated in certain places.

Masks decrease oxygen intake which is the number one important aspect of health! We can survive days without water and weeks without food, but no one can survive more than 22 min ( and that is only if you are the best free diver in the world) without air. To make people wear a mask when they are outside is horrible for health. It makes absolutely no sense, and there are doctors telling us this. (CONTINUED IN COMMENTS)

90% of the time, if I had to choose, I would rathe

90% of the time, if I had to choose, I would rather give than receive oral sex. I have many close friends who feel the same way! Both are amazing, but there is something so profound about my partner fully relaxing into receiving. Worshiping my beloved’s lingam turns me on more than anything. But I didn’t always feel this way…

The first time I went down on a man, I was 16 in the back of a car behind a row of storage units at night time. It was horrible. I felt like I was going to puke afterwards, because I didn’t want to and was pressured into it. But as I healed that initial trauma, I realized I love it! The more I love a man, the more I love his lingam. I want to worship it. Praise it. Honor it. In all ways. It’s the most brilliant meditation.

The way it activates my yoni is unlike any other foreplay. There is a mystical science to this. Our mouths are mirrors of our yonis. Both are almond shaped with lips. Both are the only entry way into our bodies on a physical level where things can reach deep inside us. The tissues are very similar physically. There are acupressure points inside our mouths that are massaged and stimulated when giving filaguio. Activating our mouths, opens our yonis. This physically turns us on, but only if we are truly enjoying it!

I see so much emphasis on woman being celebrated as the goddesses they are (which is amazing!) and a lot less on men being celebrated as the gods they are (let’s up level this). Men have experienced lots of sexual trauma and pain too and as a lover to a man, you can reach those places deep in their hearts that no one else does.

I wish someone had taught me these magic tools I’ve learned over the years, so I feel inspired to offer a live class on this.

You are invited to:
LINGAM WORSHIP WORKSHOP
A sexy sacred live online 90 min journey into worshiping a man’s wand of light. Focusing specifically on all the nuances of oral sex and my favorite honoring rituals!

It’s coming up quick in honor of Beltane this Friday, link to sign up is in my bio. If you can’t make it live, a replay will be sent out 🌸

So excited to be with you all! We already have a group of over 20 amazing women🙏💕💦

I've been feeling a deep desire for more exciteme

I've been feeling a deep desire for more excitement, passion, fun, juiciness, newness, and a bit of naughtiness.

We are all cooped up at home. A little rambunctious. Ok a LOT of rambunctious. Anyone else feeling rambunctious? I am seriously biting my partner like a savage animal. Pretending I’m a tiger. He is so tolerant. Only after I’ve bitten him about 30 times is he like ok ok enough.

Am I alone in this, or are you feeling it too with the quarantine?

There's this part of me that really wants to have a huge goddess temple style girls only slumber party, do magical rituals, bake yummy treats and talk about sex.

Like "Girls just wanna have fun" Cyndi Lauper style mixed with deep "Come my love" from Peruquois.

But since that isn't possible, I've come up with the next best thing in my mind:

CUE:
🧚‍♂️🧜‍♀️👼 (sparkly lights of magical fairies and mermaids and angels) 💦LINGAM WORSHIP WORKSHOP💦
A sexy sacred live online 90 min journey into worshiping your current or future lovers wand of light. Focusing specifically on all the nuances of oral sex and my favorite honoring rituals!

And there will be a live Q and A at the end where we can get vulnerable and intimate and ask questions and share insights.

I went back and forth between offering this as prerecorded videos or as a live call and the live won.

Because I don’t know about you, but I’m missing community and want to share and have juicy real time convos!

I also REALLY want to celebrate the Celtic holy day of Beltane and this felt like the perfect thing!

May 1st 2020 @ 1 pm PST

However, if you can’t make it live, the call will be recorded and sent to you.

And it’s also the most affordable thing I’ve ever offered to make it accessible in these times.

If you feel a yes, link to page with details is in my bio.

This is for Women ONLY.

Hope to see you Friday and celebrate Beltane together in this fun way 🌸

Side Note: i’ve been living in this silk robe from @warriorsofthedivine its pure heaven!

I was the odd kid out in school who did not receiv

I was the odd kid out in school who did not receive vaccines. My mom signed religious exemption waivers and jumped through hoops to make sure she protected me. She let the naturopath give me a few vaccines when I was 3 and they created horrendous ear infections for years. After that she did more research and realized even more the dangers of vaccines.

Do you know that the vaccine court has paid out over 4 billion dollars in injury payouts!? Do you know that children have been permanently changed (autism, seizures, brain damage, or even died) from vaccines!? And how many other people have other side effects such as severe ear infections, like myself. I normally never share about things like this, but with the proposition of the mandatory covid vaccine, I feel a fire in my soul to speak up.

When I look at a baby, the last thing I think is that someone should stick a needle into it and inject it with dead viruses. The last thing I think is that God is flawed. That our natural immune system isn’t good enough.

Now, I am all for freedom. I believe people should be able to research and do what they believe is right. If you feel safer with vaccines, do your research, and if the risk of something like the flu or measles seems greater than vaccine injury and long term health effects then go for it!

If vaccines work, the only people non vaccinated people are putting in danger is themselves and other non vaccinators. So it doesn’t make sense why it should be mandatory.

Your body is YOURS. It is not big pharmas.

Mandatory vaccines are like rape. I see them on that level of violation.

My intention in sharing this post is to encourage you to do your research and trust your instincts in regards to vaccination. I invite you to not blindly believe what the medical establishment tells you to. Who made them the authority?

Freedom of choice is one of our most precious human rights, and I believe now in this time of great testing, we must stay strong and UNITE!

The issue is not pro-vaccination or anti-vaccination.

The issue is FREEDOM to CHOOSE.

May we all support each other in our differences, united in our desire for sovereignty over our bodies. 💕🌸💕

I don’t want things to go back to “normal”.

I don’t want things to go back to “normal”. We need better systems then what has been.

We deserve true freedom of speech not articulate truth being banned and censored.

We deserve a health care system that truly wants a thriving population instead of prescription paychecks.

We deserve true unity and diversity through local alignment with nature not white washed globalist agendas.

And so much more... Solutions are already here. There are ecotopia village blueprints.

Let it crumble. We have what it takes to rebuild better than ever.

I don’t care if you believe in Mohamed or Buddha or Jesus.
I don’t care if you are republican or democrat or socialist.
I don’t care if you are paleo, omnivore or vegan.

I care about:
Kindness. Love. Sharing. Giving. Courage. Truth. Wisdom. Joy. Freedom. Gratitude.

Let’s unite over virtues. Over the bigger vision! There are infinite paths up the mountain. There are infinite drops in the sea.
I believe in diversity! I believe our diversity is our beauty as a species! The real issue isn’t us against them, it is a lack of celebrating others.

Yes there’s an insane global agenda that wants to follow in China’s footsteps.

But there is an even bigger heaven on earth divine plan backed by god, source, the divine mother, father, angels, ascended masters etc.

Heaven on earth is coming and there is no stopping it.

But it takes our human embodied hearts and hands to see it through.

So what can we do?
Create heaven on earth in our own bodies and lives and spread that vibe like a virus.

I don’t know about you, but I believe good always triumphs over evil! I believe every dark night has the most radiant dawn! We are here for heaven on earth backed by legions of light.

We will never give up!

Never believe you aren’t powerful
Your every thought
Word
Action
Matters
Be the light
and
Never give up 📷: @anaiya.sophia

I trade the news for mystical poetry I trade a fal

I trade the news for mystical poetry
I trade a false sense of control for true faith
I trade constant production for evolution
I trade wandering for rooting
I trade wondering for being
I trade worrying for trusting
I trade apathy for activism
I trade seeing for believing

And through these trades that don’t cost me anything, I feel a wealth that money can’t buy.

Money will not get us what we really want. I feel it. The collective fear. Yes on the surface money will buy stuff but what money can’t buy is what we all really need.

Heaven on earth.

You can’t buy your way to heaven on earth. It’s is a FREQUENCY. An ENERGY. Other dimensional states of consciousness happen through BEing.

I know people with barely any money to their name who are more rich than billionaires. Just as someone can be more free in prison than traveling the world.

This is a mass wake up call! The government system will never make you truly safe!

I am on team Mother Earth and this time has deeply illuminated where I’m in alignment with my priorities and where I’m not.

All that makes sense is what will always make sense. Living in alignment with nature. Family. Local water. Local food. Community. That’s true abundance and true freedom.

We are infinite light dressed up in a beautiful but temporary body costume living in a cosmic story.

What role are you rising into!? Sisters and brothers on the earth! We are made for these times! We have always known this system isn’t sustainable and that it will crumble. I don’t feel this is the end of it but the beginning of the end. Giving us time to get our new systems in place before the final fall.
All civilizations crumble. Every. Last. One. Stay true to your soul. Stay true to the highest vision for humanity! Hold heaven on earth in your heart no matter what!

True faith doesn’t happen when everything is going perfectly.

The diamond of faith is born through the pressure of the dark night.

Let’s get our sparkle on and light up the world together 🌟

If I waited until I was super hot and turned on to

If I waited until I was super hot and turned on to start the love making process with my beloved, we would have sex less than half the amount we actually do. We make love almost everyday, but it’s not because there’s this sparky electric current always present.

Take this morning for example. We just finished having tea in bed. My partner looks at me and asks if I want to make love. Part of me wanted to say no because I wasn’t feeling turned on, but I said yes because I know that I can get turned on and it will be amazing.

It’s like meditating.

So we begin by holding each other. Not moving. Just deep breathing into presence. Then I ask if he will look at my yoni and tell her how beautiful she is while gently stroking me. Then I ask for even more explicit things.

I ask for what I know will turn me on in that moment if it’s not happening because I know it’s my responsibility. I am responsible for communicating my desires and pleasures.

Your partner can’t read your mind. They don’t always get subtle cues. So you need to ask for what you want! Asking and verbalizing your needs is super sexy! It opens your throat / yoni connection which is very empowering. 🌹How to ask for what you want in sex:
I love it when you...
When you touch me like...it makes me feel like
Would you do…to me

Especially with the intensity of being at home 24/7 with your partner after probably not having that before (unless you both work from home), it’s important to remember making love is one of the most healing and beautiful things we can do in these times.

But the polarity electricity tends to diminish with so much time with someone, so it’s important not to rely on that to make love.

I asked my love if there was anything he wanted to add to this post and he said to treat lovemaking as the time you get to worship your partner. To fill them with all your love and gratitude. (Heart melt)

Love this. Then I like to imagine the infinite love fountain of orgasmic energy you have created flowing around the whole earth as a blessing.

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Last night, I dreamt that I had the corona virus.

Last night, I dreamt that I had the corona virus. I was in my childhood home. The virus made it so that I had trouble breathing. I was so scared. I went up to my bedroom and there were dried pink rose petals all on the floor and up the walls. A huge pink butterfly flew out of the wall. It was dying, but I guided it outside with the rose petals and it flew into the dark night sky alive and well. In that moment, I was filled with ecstasy and love. I could breathe freely again.

In waking life, I had severe childhood asthma in that home. There were countless nights I had trouble breathing. The dream last night reminded me of my fear of not being able to breath. Of the terrifying feeling when your lungs won’t work how you want them too. I thought of all the people around the world experiencing this now from the virus.

When I was 9, my family took me to see a shamanic healer. After a three hour session, the asthma was gone and never came back. I threw away my inhaler and that was it!

He said that I got asthma after my baby sister died because I didn’t let her go. I had trouble breathing because of grief. Energetically, the lungs are associated with unprocessed grief.

It’s interesting that the viral pandemic shutting humans in their homes effects the lungs the most. I don’t think this is a coincidence.

We have massive unprocessed grief as a collective humanity right now. And the lungs of the earth, the amazon rain forest are still experiencing fires and deforestation.

There seems to be no end of tragedies to grieve on every level on this planet right now.

So how do we deal with grief? As my asthma showed me, we transform it through FEELING, which lets things move into a new shape. One that can be fully lived with.

If we grieved the caterpillar too much we would never see the beauty of the butterfly. It’s so important to experience the grief but then to let it shift into its new shape. Like when my sister’s body died but her spirit took on a new expression. Or when the leaves on the tree fall to the ground and become soil. We must embrace the wheel. Grieving helps us move and shape shift an experience.

FAVORITE WAYS I TRANSFORM GRIEF: (continued👇)

“Mommy! What are those girls down there doing?”
“Oh just being silly”
A mom says to her young boy as he spies us in the distance off trail.

She didn’t know we were documenting the completion of a ritual that had started many days before on the new moon. She didn’t know we were making offerings of holy water filled with prayers cast over a willow branch pyramid tied with roses cast in a circle of salt. She didn’t know the cries to nature and spirit to anchor heaven on earth. The singing and channeling beyond English and the mind.

This culture does not teach the value of ritual. It’s not a course we take in school. I feel very blessed to have been opened to ritual by my mother who studied Peruvian shamanism for 7 years.

The truth is, ritual is as important as water. It is water for our spirit. A culture with no ritual gets drained of life force.

By ritual, I don’t mean the daily drinking of a cup of coffee. I meet the deeper root of the word. “Ritual takes us to an unfamiliar place. Over there, we momentarily lose our mundane sense of orientation and familiarity. This is why for ritual to succeed, each individual is asked to give up their desire to control or be in control. The group agrees that in order to heal, everybody has to turn to spirit.”
~Malidoma Somé

Running down the street when visiting LA last month, I had a new ritual pour through me. This happens often. A ritual structure will just appear. Or teaching a retreat, I will wake up with a new ritual and request to teach it even though the mind says it needs to be practiced. The beauty is you can’t practice ritual. The idea of that makes me laugh. Yet is why it makes the mind and our small identity so uncomfortable.

So grateful for a community to share in ritual. Thank you @miamagik for communing in the magic with me!

If you read this and are feeling a call for more ritual and magic in your life, there are 4 days left to join the 6 month 💧Water Priestess Mystery School 💧where we dive deep into the infinite well of women and water. Link in bio.

There is no better time than now to go out and gat

There is no better time than now to go out and gather your own spring water! 💦 In honor of world water day, I want to share about one of the foundational aspects of my life, the magic of spring water!

The most important reason why I gather and drink my own spring water from nature is almost never addressed in research I do about the best kinds of water. In a science driven culture, we are concerned about alkalinity, deuterium levels, filtration, etc. Most people think of water as a substance, not as a living being. Not as a friend. One of your best friends, truly.

The spiritual aspect is the number one reason I gather my own spring water. I also believe it is the most natural and healthy option coming from the right spring & not processed as it contains the healthy microbes and probiotics, but I want to address the spirit.

I see water as the elemental representation of the divine mother. She is what makes it possible to have any sort of earthly human experience. We are all formed from the sacred sexual fluids of our parents, gestated in the amniotic fluid of the womb. Our bodies are made of mostly water. Without water, there would be no humans, no trees, no animals, no flowers. It would be like mars.

Spring water bubbles up from deep within the ground filtered and charged through sometimes hundreds of thousands of feet of earth. I find it hard to believe that a filter or machine with around 12 inches of filtration material can be better than that. Not only does it emerge with physically pristine minerals, probiotics and negative ions, it also contains an unmeasurable spiritual essence.

Different spring water has different qualities physically, but also energetically.

There are legends surrounding healing springs around the world. Stories of how they were formed and who guards them. Lordes in France is said to have been created by the Virgin Mary herself and provides healing miracles to people still to this day. Tirta Empul water temple in Bali has a fantastical story involving the spring being created by the god Indra to thwart an enemy, who tried to kill his army with a poisonous pond (this water is for bathing only). CONTINUED IN COMMENTS

Water washes everyone clean with the same love. If

Water washes everyone clean with the same love. If you are sick or healthy. Poor or wealthy. Sad or happy. Free or in slavery. Single or have a family. Doubting or trusting.

She washes the hands of saints and sinners. Murderers and healers. Weaving us all together.
If I can one day learn from her even a drop of this great love, tears will fall a constant rapturous waterfall down my face. Or my whole body might evaporate into heavenly mist at being kissed by the beloved.
Water divine mother love is always here for us in her infinite mysteries.
It’s interesting that the two of the biggest tips to remain healthy in the presence of the corona(crown)virus collective initiation is to wash your hands and drink a lot of water.

Next Sunday, March 22 is World Water Day.

I feel inspired to offer a free public online ceremony in this time so many are experiencing collective isolation.
A water ritual hand purification and oil blessing.

Lets up level the hand washing to ceremonial status 😉 and consecrate these beautiful hands, extensions of our hearts, to serve our families and communities with even more love.
This will be a nourishing, rich, sweet hour together in online community temple space.

Come Join Us

𝓗𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓑𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓼𝓶 & 𝓞𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓒𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓷𝔂
World Water Day
March 22nd 2020
12 PM PST ♡

IF YOU WANT TO ATTEND AND ARE NOT ON MY EMAIL LIST, DM ME YOUR EMAIL AND I WILL SEND YOU THE LINK.
🙏💧🙏
It is not in our hands
Control
We must let go
Let the waters wash our soul
Fill the hollow hole
So we become whole
Home holy
Pure being

Do you ever get super inspirational downloads when

Do you ever get super inspirational downloads when flying on an ✈️? There’s something magical that happens when I’m high in the sky. I received the call to start the Water Priestess Mystery School & spiritual ministry with crystal clarity New Years 2018 on an airplane coming back from Tulum. Then it took two years for the dream to actualize fully in form. I don’t know about you, but my dreams always take longer to fully solidify than I think they will 😉 But the beauty is that what’s meant to bloom will do so in divine timing. So I’m celebrating that the temple doors are open for the third round of the 6 month online water priestess mystery school, AND that I finally got the legal ministry papers in the mail this year for the ordination option!

It was so powerful to see my mission statement typed out in these official government documents. Number one being to “support the actualization of heaven on earth”. It felt like the union of worlds.

On the surface it is a celebration, but in the depths it is an even bigger celebration. Because it was not long ago when women were killed for the things I teach or forced to renounce their beliefs. What an honor and joy to share freely.

Her name is:

ROSE MARI MINISTRY

Rose of the Sea 💧🌹💧 I named everything Rose Mari as a child. My cat, my dolls. I had an unexplainable draw to roses. I remember being 7 and asking my mom to buy me this ancient falling apart book with very adult text on how to start a rose garden from a garage sale.

Then I read the Magdalen Manuscript at 17 and had my world opened to the magdalen and rose lineage.

I also always felt most alive at or in the ocean and had a deep connection to water.

I realized Mari is Mary. Mar is sea.

I activated the priestess within me specifically through the water arts.

My child self was pointing the way toward my soul lineage all the time. Even though I didn’t know it. I wanted to honor this by naming the ministry the same.

If you feel a rose🌹onance with what I’ve shared and feel inspired to know more about the online journey, you can find the link in my bio 🙏💧🙏 early bird discount through tomorrow.

“You are the first woman I ever saw free bleed.

“You are the first woman I ever saw free bleed. Years ago, I came over to your house for the first time and you were bleeding all down your legs nonchalantly talking to me.” Haha I don’t remember the above memory @miamagik shared with me, but I believe it! Free bleeding changed my relationship with my menstrual cycle and therefore my life!

I was reminded that most women haven’t heard of this option before, so I felt inspired to share.

Freebleeding is not wearing anything tight around your yoni when you bleed. No tampon, pad, cup, underwear. Nothing.

How is this possible?

Staying home. I’ll share more how I do it in detail below.

I first heard of it over 5 years ago when I was still working an office job. I remember thinking how lucky this woman was that I followed on social media to work for herself and free bleed at her home.

Now I do that too! I realized that the last thing my yoni wants is something inside her or tight around her when she’s trying to let go.

Here’s how my moontime evolved:
Organic Tampons and Pads
The Cup
Organic Thinx
Free bleeding

In a world over stimulated and fast, the moon time free bleed forces us to slow way down. It also feels amazing to completely embrace my blood in this visible way. To obliterate any thoughts or feelings of shame or it being dirty or gross. I have no residue of any of those pieces anymore.

It’s also potent because you don’t gush blood all day constantly during your moon. I can feel before I’m about to have a big release and can go get a cup or something if I want to catch a lot. Otherwise, I love carrying my @venusmatters around with me. I used to use a towel before I invested in the mat. I wish I would have done it earlier! It catches all the blood. I just move it around with me depending on where I want to sit and it is super comfortable. Then if I am standing and walking around the house while bleeding heavy and don’t want to get any on the floor, I wear a special moontime organic jumper that is tight at my ankles but loose everywhere else. So cozy!

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Years ago, I realized that I had never seen anothe

Years ago, I realized that I had never seen another woman’s yoni or touched another woman’s breasts. It was shocking to me that men who don’t even have vulvas or breasts had seen & experienced more of them than I had. I didn’t even know what another breast felt like! I felt like a part of me was missing. I didn’t want to have sex with a woman or kiss another woman. I just wanted to learn more about my body in the reflection of another body that had the same parts as me! This yearning was deeper than a surface longing. It felt vitally important to my growth as a woman.

Life has a divine way of orchestrating what we need. So through synchronicity, right after moving to Kauai at 23, I met a friend who also had the same desires coming from a really pure and ancient place. We decided to create a container where we would explore this together. It was one of the most profound healings of my life.

It inspired a large part of my work with women. To provide a safe container for this to transpire.

One of my favorites is

Sensoriums.

In a Sensorium, we worship woman as goddess. Sister as an emanation of the divine. It is a focus on love and the energy of devotion through the celebration of the senses.

Most of the time we are majorly desensitized as it’s the only way we can survive this world! We can’t be open and sensual and juicy in an unsafe environment. Our nervous systems actually get less sensitive in order to cope with over stimulation. The same thing happens with our yoni and can create numbness.

In a sensorium, we evoke and adore the senses. Opening them to experience more feeling through pleasure. Through touch, taste, scent, hearing, and sight we enter into a timeless space of heavenly magnetism.

It is an opportunity to experience what it is like to be worshiped and adored outside of a sexual context. Our yonis are covered and there is no touch allowed in that area.

It is not focused on following or satisfying a sexual energy current. It is a purely sensual tending and opening.

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Your yoni is not broken. If you have trouble exper

Your yoni is not broken.
If you have trouble experiencing orgasms, you are not flawed.
There is nothing wrong with you.
You don’t need to be fixed.

I woke up with sadness in my heart this morning. I was feeling the many women who have written me since sharing about the Amrita orgasm course expressing their pain around blocks to orgasm.

I moved through layers of guilt around feeling this offering poking a wound and not knowing if it will fix it.

Then I had a realization. That’s not what this journey is about.

If you think your body is broken and this course is the answer.

This is not the course for you.

Your body is perfect. Whole. Divine.

Your non orgasms are just as important as your orgasms.

Yes, read that again.

Your body has divine intelligence.

She is whole, holy, and your home.

She is perfect. Showing you exactly what you need to feel.

Yes. Feelings. Emotions. Energy in motion. Our flow. Our water. Water = carrier of emotions.

Often we have so much suppressed emotion and trauma that we can’t access pleasure!

It’s vital that we first embrace the pain to let the pleasure flow.

Especially our tears and sadness!

Tears and Amrita are directly connected. I want to speak to this powerful correlation with a story from my own direct experience.

I’d been having Amrita orgasms since I was 15 and never thought twice about it. Then at 21, my boyfriend of 2 years went crazy and had to be institutionalized.

That’s when I learned why they call it heart break. It felt like my heart split in two.

In my next partnership, I couldn’t have Amrita orgasms.

I was so confused! I’d never had trouble before. I thought it was HIS fault. So I suggested we get private tantra lessons.

The first assignment were given was for my to lay down and receive touch and yoni massage without sex.

Part way through I started sobbing. I cried and cried. I felt all the unprocessed pain in my heart and let it pour out my eyes.

Later that night, we made love and I had an Amrita orgasm!

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How wet is the bed? One of our jokes is that a vic

How wet is the bed? One of our jokes is that a victorious lovemaking session is when I cum a lot and my partner doesn’t cum at all or very little during orgasm. There is so much potency in this dynamic. Of the male holding the seed and the female releasing her waters. On this day of celebrating love, I celebrate orgasms. Specifically, the holy nectar that is Amrita or female ejaculation.

Many people don’t know or believe that female ejaculation is real.

Let me tell you, it’s as real as Rain. The Ocean. Waterfalls.

It’s our own ecstatic inner spring!

However, unless you are one of the few women it comes to naturally, it’s something we need to cultivate and practice. And even if it does come naturally there are ways to unlock endless tidal waves.

There is so much shame and confusion around this precious nectar that it’s no wonder most women don’t ejaculate! The biggest myth is that it is pee. Anyone who tells you this clearly hasn’t experienced it for themselves.

In Ancient Greece, the women’s waters were thought to play an equally important role as the male’s in conception. It was also regarded as an elixir of immortality.

If you want to be embraced in the mysteries of Amrita orgasms and demystify them through the process, I invite you to join me on a 6 week deep dive. 💦 Amrita. Unleash Your Inner Ocean 💦
February 23 - April 5th

My beloved’s quote from lunch, “I want to tell guys they should buy this course for their partner, because it would benefit them just as much! Being able to share amrita orgasms with you is deeply powerful on a spiritual level but it also feels so good that we get to orgasm simultaneously!” So cute that I had to put it in here 😉 LINK IN BIO for all the details!

I also answer the top 10 questions I receive about Amrita Orgasms at the bottom of the page.

INCLUDING:
Is female ejaculate pee?
What if I can’t do it?
Can I ejaculate without a partner?
Will it deplete my energy?

I am so excited to go on this journey with you! One of my favorite thing about live courses are all the friendships we get to make and how much we learn from each other.

May the waters of women flow free in holy ecstasy...💧

If I’m in my head thinking while having sex, I l

If I’m in my head thinking while having sex, I love to switch to prayer and praise. It is so powerful to celebrate and pray for your beloved during lovemaking. To pour your love and gratitude into them. To feel it move and baptize every cell. Give the mind a beautiful practice until it’s ready to fully let go. Especially because love making generates energy and amplifies our thoughts. Sometimes we can be in work mode. Or list mode. Or chore mode. If the mind is still doing stuff instead of being present, give it something useful to do like honor your beloved or observe what feels good.

Example Thoughts:
I am so grateful for this beautiful beloved
What a honor to share my body with this person
Thank you for trusting me
I adore you
This feels amazing
I love it when you do that

Then think about all the sensations you can name. Focus on your breath and body sensations and empty the mind. Making sounds is very powerful to shift into presence.

Eventually, the mind will stop thinking and you’ll be immersed in the orgasmic sensations.

This is also a great practice to do in life in general! The mind loves to be busy and a lot of energy is wasted through overactive thinking or worrying. If you find your mind in thought loops or patterns, take out the tape! As my mama used to say. Mantras are very powerful for this. Also, focusing on breath.

Our thoughts are powerful and have an effect upon our reality. The more in integrity and life supporting we are with our thoughts, the more power they have and the more beautiful our life becomes.

Celebrate and worship with every thought especially when you don’t want to🙏 this life is so precious and over before we know it. There is so much to be thankful for. ❤️

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