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As a child, it was baffling to me that I didn’t

As a child, it was baffling to me that I didn’t have a tower with a window seat. I genuinely wondered, “where is my tower?” (Anyone else?)Why did castles have towers? I believe it was not just for practical reasons such as a great vantage point to look out over a beautiful landscape, give prisoners less chance of escaping, or to keep an eye out for enemies, but they represented spiritual connection.Towers are higher in the sky than the rest of the building, closer to the heavens. But not just this, buildings in their highest expression can support us to access different states of consciousness.In the psalms Song of Songs written by the great King Solomon, he says “Thy neck, is as the tower of David.”This gives us a possible clue. The neck is representative of the tower. Climbing the tower, especially with spiral stair cases as most of them have, could symbolize climbing the DNA to activate the higher sight in the pineal gland.One of the possible root meanings of Mary Magdalene’s last name is tower. Magdala in Aramaic and Migdal in Hebrew mean tower. I believe the word was a title, not just the name of a place, but of a lineage of the tower or higher sight. The keeper of the flock.There is a tower, Tour Magdala, specifically named for Mary Magdalene in Renne’s le Chateau, France. It has 22 steps up the spiral staircase, which is Mary’s sacred number.In Sintra, land of the knight’s templars, where this photo was taken, there are many towers. In the palace Quinta da Regaleira, there is a famous underground tower called the Initiation Well that was used in templar initiation rites. It is not a well that has water, but a tower that goes into the earth, a womb tower. It’s said that one of the initiation rites took place at night. The person would be blindfolded and have to navigate their way down the tower, through the tunnel mazes at the bottom, and out the other entrance by following the sound of a waterfall. Swipe to see a picture.I believe there is much deeper symbolism to the magic of towers that I’m just starting to remember. If anyone has insights to share on the magic of towers (minus tarot) please share in the comments below🥰

I just returned home from a month and a half of tr

I just returned home from a month and a half of travel in Europe. Normally, when I travel and in my life in general I always love to share on social media. But this trip was different. After sharing a bit in Portugal, I received a clear message to not share anything until I was home. How it was vitally important for the integrity of my journey to not have it on display for anyone while it was happening.We are taught in this culture to put our lives on display for a variety of reasons. We glorify sharing and liking and the more people seeing it the better.This is a beautiful blessing on one hand, a sense of global community.Yet only if we equally honor the beauty of:Silence
Not sharing
Not knowing
Being in the mysteryIt refreshed my soul to have a sacred journey that no one witnessed but those who were there, close family/friends and God. I could have written so many posts about what I experienced, but the truth is, I had no authentic desire to do so.I desired the sweet basalt cloak of the black diamond ice mother wrapping my shoulders into silence and stillness.I desired resting inside the emanations of emerald moss and quivering leaves, Hawthorne berries and bumblebees.I desired the humming pulse of earths womb igniting spiral towers within my spine, to bathe in the reflection of magdal wine.I desired the currents that don’t live inside language or pictures, the currents that only pulse open in the pungent scent of presence.And I RECEIVED more than I dreamed would be possible.Now I’m home in Hawaii feeling integrated and authentically excited to share insights from my journey as inspired.This picture is from my favorite castle ever, the palace of Montserrate in Sintra, Portugal. I’ve never experienced a man made structure so in resonance with the harmonic frequency of my soul. It had statues of Venus all around and a room devoted to the divine feminine. It felt romantic, pure, royal, warm, and delicious. So many places are beautiful & grand, but it’s rare to feel this special frequency of the goddess. I adore Sintra, land of sacred springs. I’ll share more pictures of this magical place in my story today if you’d like to see it💕

I had no idea that the Water Priestess Retreat I h

I had no idea that the Water Priestess Retreat I had planned to teach in the Azores two years ago and rescheduled 3 times due to travel restrictions was actually a template for an ancient Atlantian timeline restoration and healing of the body of Sophia through the water dragon sisterhood. Even writing that sounds a bit out there! Haha. I knew it was going to be incredible, but my heart is blossomed open at the level of divine grace and mission accomplished that occurred. It was the best retreat I’ve ever facilitated.Every woman that came was the perfect part of the whole to form the necessary constellation for our transformation. The sweetness of hearing so many “I love you’s” come from women’s mouths through out the day, melted my heart. The power of feeling women’s screams voicing unspoken ancestral pain, rocked my bones. The rapture of seeing women tend to each other’s bodies and saying how equally they loved giving and receiving as they are the same thing, rippled love through my being. The surprise and delight of seeing God/Goddess weave miracle healings through the architecture of ceremony, touched my soul. The healings individually and for the land were truly astounding.This island of Sao Miguel in the Azores is spectacular. There is pure and delicious spring water that is easily accessible all over the island. It ranges from smooth to carbonated to mineral rich. Every variety is here. There are cold drinking springs next to the most exquisite natural hot springs. The landscape is rich and ancient like Hawaii but mixed with the energetics of Ireland and architecture of Europe.The retreat center we stayed at exceeded my expectations. @minuvida_azores is a treasure. They deeply care for the island through integrity of environmental sustainability and living in harmony with the land. They served as much local food as possible, straight from the garden if they could! If you want to travel to the Azores, I highly recommend staying with them for an authentic and beautiful experience.I feel so invigorated and inspired!💕
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Women have been treated as subservient to men for

Women have been treated as subservient to men for many thousand years in certain ways. Royal families desiring boys, women not able to become priests in many religions, unequal pay, it being legal for husbands to abuse their wives in certain places, and many more atrocities.Yet it wasn’t always this way.In ancient times, we honored the great mother goddess. We knew that God is not just a man, but also woman.She had many names and many faces, but one of the oldest recorded is Inanna. I love how in old texts her beloved Damuzi speaks of her body as being deeply connected to the fertility of the earth.“Oh Inanna, let your breasts be your fields, your wide fields which pour forth flax…Make water pour from them! Provide it from them for the man! Make water flow and flow from them…Pour it out for me, Inanna. I will drink all you offer."“As she arises from the king’s embrace, the flax rises up with her, the barley rises with her. With her, the desert is filled with a glorious garden.”Reading these sentences melt me. Her body is the earth’s body. They are one. There is no separation between the divine and the earth. For this is the truth! The earth is divine!By making the earth and women subservient, it created a culture where it is considered normal to do things that harm the earth, ourselves and each other.We must restore the sacred covenant of the unity and trust between humans and the earth and man and woman.The goddess lives in you. The goddess lives in all of us for we could never be separate from her. It is vital that we remember to embrace the holiness of being alive.Your body is a sacred temple and when you care for her, you care for the earth.Do you desire to deepen your relationship to yourself, the divine and the masculine through the power of sacred ceremony? There are 4 days left to join an epic group of women in devotion to WORSHIP.

We all want to love and be loved. To me, being in

We all want to love and be loved. To me, being in love is the greatest thing about being human. I don't believe this is a design flaw. I believe it is our holy design to be in love. I also believe that our intimate lover relationship is the most powerful alchemical caldron for spiritual growth and embodiment. I also believe that it is one of the things that will restore heaven on earth.Sometimes we need inspiration to stay in love and deepen in love, whether or not we have a partner.I am so excited to announce that I created a new online masterclass called UNION that will happen in a few days. It’s for all women whether or not you’re currently in a relationship.⚜️We will cover what is sacred union and the lineage of love. What does it mean, why is it important and how do we embody it to create heaven on earth?⚜️I'll also share a bit about my own personal experience doing the work for inner union to magnetize my beloved.⚜️You will learn about 3 inspiring beloveds that left a legacy of love long past their death.✨Queen Makeda & King Solomon
✨Madgalene & Yeshua
✨John & Abigail AdamsWhy are they important and what do they teach us?⚜️ you’ll also receive 3 rituals inspired by each of the couples to deepen in love.We will gather live on zoom. You will receive the recorded replay to watch if you can't make it live or if you would like to watch it again.These remembrances are lighting me up and there is lots I’ve never shared about before! It’s going to be potent. So excited to share with you🙏Link in bio to join us🥰

When making love with my beloved, I have been enjo

When making love with my beloved, I have been enjoying noticing how much more I can soften to allow him to penetrate deeper. Not just on a physical level but an energetic level. To feel softened, open, surrendered and deeply feminine.“All of you is welcome here. I welcome all of you into me. I call forth more of you. I cherish & honor you.”Sometimes I whisper things like this in his ear. Our words are powerful! Using them as affirmations during love making (or self pleasure) is even more powerful.When you make love to a man, you are receiving him. Your feminine body on a physical level is the chalice, the sacred cup, which receives. It’s a microcosm of how the earth is penetrated by the suns rays.Either fully receive him or say no to allowing him in your body temple. I don’t believe in half heartedly having s€x with your lover.The more you allow yourself to receive not just in love making but throughout the day, the easier it will be in bed.Life wants to give to you. Life wants to pour blessings into your life.Sometimes, life can be intense and create desensitization. Part of having an amazing relationship and s€x life is allowing yourself to open, become more sensitive and open hearted with your beloved.These musings came to me a few weeks ago and it’s been so nourishing to consciously open myself to experience even deeper connection with my beloved through conscious intention around the art of being penetrated not just physically but emotionally and energetically.How deeply do you allow yourself to be penetrated by the beauty of life? By the feeling of the sun on your face. The beauty of the blossoming flowers. The sweetness of the winds caress. To make love and let life move through you?⚜️RECEIVE⚜️

The other day, I sat under our weighted blanket (w

The other day, I sat under our weighted blanket (which I highly recommend by the way, @mybearaby).My mind immediately activated. Grab a book! A journal! Your phone! A cup of tea! Learn a new song!What are you going to do under the blanket?But I just wanted to be.To sit there.To listen to the world around me.It felt so strange and foreign.I had to actively tell myself that it is okay for me to sit under a blanket and not do anything. Not read, not write, not sing, not meditate, not anything. Just be.Never in my life have I been enjoying or allowing myself to do “nothing”.But it’s not nothing. It’s enjoying. Life. So full. Present.My whole life I’ve always wondered what is next.Now, what’s next is already here.Just enjoying and tending what already is.I’m so in love with my partner, my home, my work. Life feels sublime, simple and sweet.The biggest challenge has been the inner gremlin that says,“How dare you be so happy and peaceful! There are so many people suffering! Why aren’t you feeling bad! You can’t enjoy your life with all the pain in the world.”Phew. Such a sad little gremlin.So I tell it,“Rest into me. Your attitude doesn’t make the world a better place. It just adds more stress.”There is a cultural narrative that has us focusing on what is wrong with the world instead of what is right.What if we flipped the script?Dared to enjoy each precious moment.That we are enough through just being.I could die tomorrow. Does being discontent and worried about the world make a difference?No.It’s more supportive for me to emanate the energies of peace.So I’m going to be enjoying more moments under the blanket doing “nothing”.I share this because I hope it gives you a permission slip to rest. To enjoy your life. To not rush to the next goal or achievement.I’ve been asking myself these questions lately and hope they may be supportive to you as well:👇 (in comments)

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Have you ever wondered how I became a water priest

Have you ever wondered how I became a water priestess and more about what I do in that particular role? I’m so excited to share a written interview I did for @annwynavalon series 'interviews with a water priestess'.She asked some wonderful questions that I haven’t been asked before in other interviews, and so I share a few things you won’t find anywhere else. I hope it inspires you on your path!If you haven’t yet, I highly recommend checking out Annwyn's work. The water magic she does with charms and spells is very beautiful and unique. She also has two beautiful books on water magic, The Way of the Water Priestess and Water Witchcraft.You can read the interview at the link in my bio💦🧜‍♀️💕

When you make love with someone, it is not just bo

When you make love with someone, it is not just bodies that mix. It is not just flesh, and bone. Nor just DNA and ancestral waters. There is a mixing of souls. There is a communion of the unseen realms that compose you.For no one is only what can be seen. We are all great mysteries of infinite depth. When you make love with another, you have the capacity and honor to touch places no one else can.Not just in the body, but in the soul. This is why to me sex can never be casual. For causality implies that something is simple. Yet, sex is the most complex of mysteries. The potential formation of another body to house another soul.It also helps us to remember that yes, while your body does belong to “you”, you are also borrowing it from the earth for maybe 100 years if you are super healthy/blessed. Then it slips off you and decomposes to alchemize into something new.Your lovers body does the same.Your lover can never fully belong to you. Lovership is not ownership. Just as being “you” isn’t an ownership.We are all borrowing these precious bodies.Yet love, oh yes love, is the greatest of all virtues for it transcends death and the body. It is our golden key to immortality, so if you can cultivate more love and ecstasy and build great frequencies of energy, you support your beloved to be empowered beyond the body and beyond death. To live on eternally. That energy of love is not just localized to this body. The soul builds and grows through many experiences in many different dimensions. What a gift. What a joy. To live. To love. To breathe. To play. To experience the fullness of what it means to be a human.Your lovers soul and your soul may know each other again, another day, another body, another age, another stage in the great play of what it means to be human.We are love playing with itself. You can never be separate from God.No love ever is wasted. We all come home in the “end”. The spiral never loses.So the next time you make love I invite you to, pray that the orgasmic energy uplifts their soul. Focus not just on your partners body, but on the deeper unseen realms.Simple ways to do this 👇💕

It’s grand adventure time! 🥰 After almost two

It’s grand adventure time! 🥰 After almost two years of rebooking due to you know what 😉 The Azores Europe water priestess retreat is happening and there was so much interest that I’ve decided to book a second one. The new dates are October 2nd - 7th 2021.The last time I announced this retreat, it filled up within a week, so I recommend getting your application in asap if you are interested.IMAGINE THIS:🧜‍♀️ a hot spring waterfall cascades into a natural pool where your body is gently being submerged underwater. You’re learning the ancient priestess art of baptism.🧜‍♀️ The still cobalt ocean spans endlessly around you as your body helps create a sacred geometrical human water mandala with 13 other sisters. Singing bowls send angelic vibrations to your heart. You melt into love.🧜‍♀️ You’re holding a woman in a private hot spring pool, feeling the essence of the divine mother caressing you both with pure presence as you learn how to safety float another body through the water.🧜‍♀️ Every sense is adored with exquisite reverence as you lay on your back receiving handfuls of rose petals, touch, treats, essential oils and more to awaken your sensual innocence.🧜‍♀️ Amrita orgasm workshop, ecstatic dance in the pool, picnics, hikes, water scrying, water rituals and SO MUCH MORE!These are just a few of the experiences we will be sharing in the upcoming Water Priestess Retreat in São Miguel island, Azores off the coast of Portugal💎ALL DETAILS AT LINK IN BIO 💎São Miguel is referred to as the “Hawaii of Europe”. It sparkles as a vibrant emerald island gem in the Atlantic Sea. Legends say it is one of the 9 islands in The Azores which are the remains of the lost continent of Atlantis. Sometimes it can feel as if you are on the majestic beaches of Hawaii, and other times, hiking through the Irish foothills.I am beside myself with excitement to be able to travel again! I’m going to teach for two weeks and then go on a month long Europe adventure with my love through Italy, Greece, UK and Ireland. Where do you most want to travel to? 💕

So often we ask how to keep ourselves from becomin

So often we ask how to keep ourselves from becoming pregnant. Yet, I feel an even more important question is how do we protect our sacred fertility?I have never been pregnant. I am so thankful. The excitement I have to be a mama outweighs anything else in my life, but it hasn’t yet become time.If you look at my fertility method by what I don’t do, it may seem impossible. I only took birth control for a few months when I was 16. I despise condoms. I don’t implant hormones into my arm. I don’t have copper in my yoni.I track my cycle. Simple. Easy. Effective.We are only fertile for an average of 6 days of our cycle.Most modern birth control is marketed as “freedom” for women. But it can be harmful to our hormonal cycle and long term fertility.I had a woman request I write a post on what I do for natural birth control so I felt inspired to share.However, I feel it’s also just as important to speak about the importance of protecting our fertility and building our fertility, so I’ll share about that as well.✨MY PERSONAL BIRTH CONTROL FORMULA✨🌸I personally use the Clue App on my phone to track my cycle. It is incredibly accurate.🌸I only let my partner release his seed inside me right before my moon or on the first day.🌸I know when I am ovulating based on mucus/tracking, and I’m extra careful.✨WHAT I RECOMMEND✨🌸I recommend you also check your temperature and check cervical mucus as extra precautions.🌸I highly recommend you listen to the incredible podcast my Medicine Stories, #63 with Dr. Elizabeth Wade. You will learn all about the most effective pregnancy prevention methods and dangers of hormonal birth control.🌸Don’t have sex in your fertile window or use a condom and have them pull out.It’s important to look at how we can increase our fertility! So many things in this modern world actually harm our fertility.I recommend the wonderful book ‘Awakening Fertility’ by heng ou.There are so many insightful gems but my favorite tip I got out of the book was to wear socks more and not let my feet get so cold! 😂👇CONTINUED BELOW👇

I’m 29 today! It’s so surreal to be entering t

I’m 29 today! It’s so surreal to be entering the last year of my 20’s.This has been the best birthday weekend ever! From horseback riding to a private waterfall, to friends house warming dance party, to my babe making me rose cheesecake, to a biodynamic Hawaii garden workshop, to a stack of books on tree houses, labyrinths and gardens and more to come. Truly a dream come true.What an honor to have a body and be alive at this potent time on the planet.Heaven on earth is being created. Even though we are fed stories of massive chaos and destruction there is a new world being born. A golden age is coming.The message I keep hearing is this:“Weep not only tears of grief, but also of gratitude. For every tragedy there is a triumph.”I then see a list of everything hurting humanity and the planet with a wonderful solution next to it.Although we may have gotten ourselves into a lot of messes as a humanity, I fully believe in our ability to clean them up.There are incredible miraculous technologies that are being created right now.Stay true to the highest vision for yourself and humanity.It’s important to choose the frequencies of heaven on earth inside ourselves to the best of our abilities and circumstances.Remember to ask for help! There are so many unseen helpers.Being human is about tending the tenderness.And there is a lot of tenderness to tend in these times!My birthday wish is pretty much the same every year. Heaven on earth for all life. I don’t know the timeline of how fast it will happen or if it will in my lifetime, but I’ll keep creating it in my life and serving others however I’m divinely guided.And I want to thank YOU! For being here, reading my writing, taking my courses and creating heaven on earth with me!

“There was this one partner years ago who could

“There was this one partner years ago who could give me amrita orgasms. It was amazing. But no one’s been able to do it since then.” This seems to be a common story around female ejaculation.It is not that this person had some kind of magical power. It’s a function happening in your precious body and you have the power to generate it for yourself. Learning how to give myself amrita orgasms was one of the most empowering things I ever learned to do. No longer was I dependent on someone else for this experience. It was especially life changing because at that time I hadn’t had much of a solo self pleasuring practice, as I was always in long term relationships. I embraced a whole other universe of relating to myself!However, it is vitally important that we do not cultivate female ejacuIation to please another person or fulfill someone else’s fantasy. It is not okay for a man (or woman) to ever put pressure on you to ejacuIate or orgasm. That is actually the worst thing they could possibly do! These kind of orgasms happen in the depth of surrender. Pressure is on the opposite spectrum of surrender.The amount of women who have had traumatic female ejacuIation experiences is staggering. I’ve had women tell me that their lovers have made them bleed before. Most men learned how to give their partners amrita 0rgasms through hard fast stimulation too soon. This is completely wrong. There should be no pain. There is a beautiful pressure and rhythm but only from proper warming up and opening. There are so many elements. This is why in my Amrita Orgasm course all about teaching women about female ejacuIation, we learn the tools to first call forth our orgasmic waters through self pleasure first.Your orgasm is YOURS. Someone else did not GIVE you an orgasm. They may have encouraged orgasmic energy, but it was your body that had the experience.“This course is a great investment for anyone wanting to heal shame around their sexuality and feel empowered to experience the pleasure they have always wanted to, but didn’t believe they could."The Amrita course begins May 28th. Link in bio to join us! 💕💦

Creating my dream life was not “easy”. It was

Creating my dream life was not “easy”. It was not handed to me on a silver platter. But it was and is so deeply rewarding. The calling in my heart has been what I’ve followed even when it didn’t make logical sense, not what society told me I should.From going backpacking for 5 months in NZ by myself at 18, to moving to Hawaii with a suitcase and $500, to not going to college and choosing to certify in alternative healing modalities instead, to becoming an ordained water priestess, to making my first few thousand dollars from an online course, to generating 5 figure months.Now, I live in my favorite place in the world with my incredible beloved and generate flowing prosperity through doing what I absolutely love.I share this not to portray some image to you, but because I truly hope this inspires you.I want YOU to know that YOU have wings of love supporting you every time you have the courage to leap off that cliff and follow your dreams and the unique destiny that the universe has for you. Even if you don’t immediately see results, keep going!!YOU are a precious and unique drop of water that will never again be replicated. You carry gifts that this planet needs.If your gift is selling clothes at a boutique or cleaning houses or being a lawyer or doctor. They are all equal under God because it doesn’t matter as much what you do as HOW you do it.What do you do that puts you most into a state of divine grace and love for life? Being in that emotional energy state puts you in touch with the quantum field of infinite possibilities.If I knew what was on the other side of taking the hard leaps of faith, I would have done it without a second thought. But there is no bravery in that.Take the leap of faith.Keep going. Don’t give up. Make “mistakes”.Live. This. One. Precious. Life.Be courageous.You are infinite.Act like it.Act like you have a legion of angels at your back.Act like there is no way you can fail because you are aligned with the divine.Act like the universe wants you to succeed.Act like life loves you so f*cking much.Because it does 💕

Why I don’t believe in twin flames: If I listene

Why I don’t believe in twin flames:
If I listened to every man who told me they were my twin flame, the one, Jesus to my Magdalene, I would have been married over 5 times by now. In my teens & early 20’s, it was very hard to distinguish my true soul’s voice from that of outer reflections. I loved so easily and deeply that it took YEARS to realize that just because I clearly have a soul connection, past life, and deep love for someone it does not mean that I am meant to be with them or that we are compatible.Practical compatibility is just as important as passionate quantum s.ex activations. It is also dangerous to believe you need another half for your soul to be whole, which is what a lot of twin flame stuff is about.Interdependence is beautiful and necessary. Believing you can’t be complete or exist without another person is unhealthy. You are whole, holy and worthy without another person.Yet, I do deeply believe in love & sacred union.That we can be stronger together than on our own.Throughout time, there have been love stories so great that they are still talked about today.
Solomon and Sheba
Isis and Osiris
Christ and Magdalene
Guinevere and LancelotYet, in a lot of these famous love stories, they can’t be together or are rife with tragedy. One partner dies, or they are banned from seeing each other. We need to create new living love stories.Love stories of thriving families & cultures.We are at a huge moment in history where we are witnessing the collapsing of a civilization resulting from being deeply disconnected from the earth.It can be overwhelming to look at all the problems in the world.However, what we can all do, is zoom in to address our own lives.How can we create an even more beautiful love story in our immediate reality?It’s a constant daily practice to choose the love story instead of the fear story.The kind smile you share walking in the park past a stranger.
Love story.The sweet note you leave for your partner to find in their car.
Love story.The time you create for yourself to follow a dream.
Love story.Life wants to love us. Life wants to romance us.CONTINUED 💕👇

When I finally entered into a union I felt was “

When I finally entered into a union I felt was “the one”, I yearned to do deeper honoring ceremony with him, but was so nervous. I have studied the priestess arts for 8 years now and teach them to women, but when it came to sharing with my beloved, I felt intimidated and hesitant. It took me around 5 months to finally create a sacred ceremony for us.It’s not necessarily an easy or natural thing to do.It takes courage and commitment.There is a delicacy in doing this work with a man you love.For me, it felt way more vulnerable than sharing with women, even those I didn’t know.Because the rejection potential is way higher.If a women I don’t know that well doesn’t like my most sacred offerings, it’s fine.But if my beloved, the man I share my body and bed with doesn’t like it.That’s a heart break.When I finally overcame that fear and did it, not only did he love it, but the reward of what it brought to our relationship is priceless.Then there is also the factor of actually making time.Sometimes we are tired. There’s too much work to do. We just want to “relax”.But it’s like any spiritual practice. When you put in the work, the reward is profound.Prioritizing our relationships take commitment.My beloved and I have a thing called Temple Tuesday. This night, we set ceremonial space and take turns giving each other sacred tending. Then often move into exquisite lovemaking.Sometimes, we skip a week (or two). That’s why we all need accountability.I’m sure with kids it’s even more challenging to make the space!And yet it’s so important.Our intimate partnership is a treasure that must be honored.I created WORSHIP, a 10 week group mentorship for women, because I believe our men need us to show up for them in this way. If not us, who? If not now, when?Growing in love requires tending.Link in bio for details & to apply.Only 11 spaces left. We begin April 21st.

We were making love the other night and afterwards

We were making love the other night and afterwards in the most delicious snuggle bubble were talking about how even though we have been together over two years now, the s.ex is way more amazing than when we first got together and all the hormones and fireworks were happening.I feel like there is this myth in relationships that being with one person might get boring after a while. I find the opposite to be true. The longer I’m with him, the more I love him, and the more we know each other’s bodies. We are still exploring and discovering new things together! And there is a foundation of ever building love and trust which helps both our bodies open even deeper.Our mantra: best lives ever keep getting better. And the love making is definitely included in that.LOVE is the most important element of s.exuality in my opinion.A lot of modern neo tantra actually disgusts me. I feel a deep repulsion because I do not feel purity and sacredness in the teachings.My body opens when my heart opens. Sometimes I can have an instant heart opening with a man, but truly, the best s.ex for me has been when I feel the most in love and safe which happens with time.Most people don’t just want s.ex. They want connection. They want love. They want true intimacy. There is nothing like the deep soul revelry that happens when you are in deep loving presence.Something that has been incredible to deepen into with the love making in this relationship is stillness. Stillness during lovemaking is just as important as movement. Coming back to “stillness” makes you realize that you can never be perfectly still. It’s so potent to feel the subtle current of breath pulsing between you and your lover. By putting attention towards the micro-sensations, we can allow them to become even more pleasurable. This makes orgasms even more potent!Making love is like ocean waves. After a deep build and orgasmic crash, I love to pause and come back to stillness. From this place, feeling the subtle sensations and how much pleasure is in the stillness and little micro movements. Breathing deeply. Snuggling.I call it snuggle lovemaking.👇👇👇

I am not everyone’s cup of tea. You can never be

I am not everyone’s cup of tea. You can never be everyone’s cup of tea. Some people love earl grey, some don’t. Some people love peppermint, some don’t. It’s so important to realize, especially in the expanded world of social media, that you can never be everyone’s cup of tea, but you are always someone’s and to focus on just being yourself.As a little girl, I was obsessed with tea parties. I had a whicker basket style suitcase that I could carry around with me and open to reveal fancy tea ware for spontaneous tea parties. I’ve always been a tea over coffee person and drink at least one cup a day.Since meeting my beloved, I’ve been immersed in Asian tea culture. Drinking pu’erh, red, or oolong almost every morning as our start the day ritual together. It’s something that makes my inner adult and inner child super happy.Although tea is not super hydrating water as it is no longer structured due to boiling. It can be a powerful medicine. Water being a solvent and carrier of the herbs properteas 😉 Tea is referred to as the empress of all herbs in China.I also love to make healing herbal tea.I prefer buying bulk organic herbs and making the tea blends myself over buying them premade at the store. You can fill a glass coffee press with tea herbs, pour hot water over it, and you have a potent blend of tea.Some favorite combinations:💦Nettle, Licorice, Horsetail, Red Raspberry Leaf, Oatstraw
💦Peppermint, Licorice, Astragalus, Echinacea, Yarrow
💦Ginger, Turmeric, Lime, HoneyTea is one of my favorite kinds of daily water magic that greatly improves my well being. Although we can’t be everyone’s cup of tea, we are always someones.What cup of tea are you? 😉P.S. Side Note, I am honored that you let me into your life.If my time off of social media taught me anything, it is this. To be allowed into someone’s reality, even via the screen, is a huge energetic responsibility.My favorite thing I did in my break was start learning the harp. Never in my life have I loved an instrument so much that I practice without trying to.Grateful to be back with renewed energy and appreciation 🙏💕Photography: @rachelshilah

Yesterday, I had a potent cry in my beloved’s ar

Yesterday, I had a potent cry in my beloved’s arms. We had a magical adventure day, but had our #1 relationship trigger came up to be felt and released.After the intimacy of clearing the block and crying, we had the most delicious lovemaking we’ve had all year.Crying is an essential part of having orgasms. Yep! The mind is like how why does not compute but the heart says oh ya I totally know that!One of the blocks to experiencing pleasure is not letting all the other emotions move and flow.If you can’t let your tears flow, chances are you’ll have a lot harder time letting your female e.jaculation flow.Blocking our feelings blocks all feeling. We need to feel it to heal it!Being a lover is not just about accessing bliss together it’s also about tending the fullness of the garden. The compost, the weeds, the flowers.A garden needs shit to thrive! Literally!To be a true lover, we must care for the whole garden. Not just admire the flowers when they bloom, but be present for the whole process. Actively honor the compost (shadow work), rain (emotional releases), sun (light), moon (dark), worms, birds, you get the picture.An orgasmic blooming flower bloomed because it had a lot of other support. Same with our yoni flowers. I believe the fullness of sexual pleasure happens when the heart can fully bloom in the safety of true loves embrace which is the nurturing of the whole garden.The first place we must find that embrace is within. The inner alchemy I actively did marrying my feminine and masculine brought me to a healthy external reflection with my beloved.My partner is really good at supporting my orgasms. He also is good at holding space for me when I cry.I feel safe to express all of me. Not just orgasmic feelings, but full expression.If you find yourself saying you want that with a partner, do it with yourself first.Expressing authentic emotions safely is a portal to ecstasy. This is why in my Amrita 0rgasm course all about teaching women about female ejaculati0n, we learn the tools to meet whatever emotions are there.Today is the last day to join us as we begin tomorrow. Extended payment plans available if needed. Link in bio 💦💕

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